The battle is on!
I’ve been struggling quite bad lately, mainly due to the context of my thoughts. They scare me, make me feel sick and can turn my day upside down in a split second.
I feel a little sad, I feel pretty emotional, I feel like I really don’t deserve this. I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy; but I think I was dealt this card as I’m strong enough to overcome it!
Running has saved me, especially over this past week. Its given me the strength to beat each day. My sleep has been affected, waking up in the morning is dreadful, opening my eyes is a challenge in itself. It seems everything just falls apart all at once.
I’ve managed to do a decent 20 km run, this should set me up nicely for the day ahead. Sorry this isn’t the most positive of posts, some days can be really tough! I’m sure things will fall back in to place, I have great people around me supporting me every step of the way.
Remember… Hope is stronger than fear!